me again

seems like i activate myself on this blog only once in every 3 years ;)

i'm as undecided as i've always been but mentally fucked up a little bit more. but this time, eventually, i'm going to make some decisions soon. financial situation of my family is so absurd that we cannot wait and watch - we, me and my brother, gotta start earning better, bigger and certain. probably if financial situation won't make me put my ideas and energy into something nothing else will, and if i won't have my brother as my first business partner i will never start business with anyone - and i will be on a mercy of myself. and i find it difficult nowadays to work only for myself and with myself - i prefer to do things for others.